back to the Source [Thu/Jul/2010 at 12:41am] whats keeping you up so late at night? why are you not turning to The source? this world is sucky you dry, you need to stop resisting it. look ahead and proceed with the grace given from Above. shut it down and return back. BEAN !

[Sat/Dec/2008 at 11:58pm] i hate myself for being like this, but i cant help it. BEAN !

[Mon/Jul/2008 at 11:22pm]  you know somethimes you just wanna be alone and avoid people? because the closer you are with people,friends, the higher the chance of hurting them, (or being hurt). sometimes there was a concious effort of trying not to, but inevitably you will? and it feels sucky. the loser way of solving is, avoiding. i guess sometimes subconciously i try to meet man's expectation- which its always never ending. circumstances are overwhelming me bit by bit, and its kinda depressing. dont ask me what is happening because i too cant comprehend them. im not going into a state of depression, or 'emo-ing'.but perhaps im just, confused. 010 BEAN !

who am i [Mon/Dec/2007 at 12:40am] who am i that the Lord of all the earth who care to know my name who care to feel my hurt who am i that the bright and morning star will choose to light the way  from my ever wondering heart not because of who i am  but because of what you've done not because of what i've done but because of who you are 050 BEAN !

cheers [Sat/Nov/2007 at 1:29am] hello life seems like such a routine now.like totally.home-cheers-home-cheers-home.oh wells. maybe go out once in a while? but ya, thats basically what i have to do for the next 18 weeks.it feels kinda like im wasting my life away.so much for living life to the fullest, i feel guilty for not living up to it.. oh Lord, make my life a testimony for you 010 BEAN !

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